Sunday, July 20, 2008

I'm not laughing

Hey, I'm not laughing! Where got? Even if I was laughing it does not potray what I am feeling inside.
Deep down inside I'll be missing Hana. Yes, Hana have finally going back to her hometown.
How do I feel? Slightly relieved but I'm sad. An hour after she step out of my house, well actually
after she send a message saying thanks for everything a bit of lonely feeling came out of nowhere
inside me. I'm all alone. I've been with her all along since she got here and I've left all my friends in
here just to be with her and our clicks. Omg, I'm not lesbian okay! She would accompany me when
I'm coming back from work and we would have our dinner together while chit chatting bout what else can girls like us talk about other than hot guys!

But now she's gone. Not forever. I'll do hope she'll be coming back. In a new person, I mean
someone who does know what she wants for life. Hana, I'll hope that you would rethink and
search for the meaning of your existence in this world. Till we meet again. XOXO.

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