genap sudah umur ku 26!!!!!!!!!

On 27 feb 09..genap sudah umurku mencecah ke angka 26!!ye adik2..26..lagi 4 tahun aku akan masuk era 30an..TIDAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!

Mcm2 yg dok bmain dlm fikiran aku nih...umur 26..satu angka yg membawa aku ke satu dimensi dunia baru which mean i need to be more matured..act according to my age..duhh..do i really need to do all that just bcoz iam 26? IDTS! I have to actually...yes i have!

ini bermakna sudah 26 tahun @ 312 bulan aku hidup atas muke bumi yg btuah ini..macm2 perkara telah n akan aku wat..PAHALA?hmmm..ntah lah..ntah cukup atau tidak bekalan pahala aku ke alam yg satu lg,but don worry..selagi hayat dkandung bdan..slagi tu akan ku cari pahala tuk bekalan diri sendiri..DOSA? huhu..ni aku leh agak..memang byk dosa telah aku lakukan sepanjang aku hidup...hopefully dpt aku kurang kan lagih dosa2 tuk tahun2 mendatang...amin...

Dimensi baru bermakna aku akan jadi org baru...tp still body lame..hikhikhik...

yg pasti i try to be some one new..some one who not scared to face the future..b4 nih..i always worried what people will say,what people will think bout me..what happen to me if i do tis or tat,huhu these time..i don give a damn at all...thats the main reason why i'll don have enough confiden..huhu

One of my bestfriend penah tanyer..'why u alway look down everytime u walk?cr syiling ker?' nope..aku bukan cr syiling..tp aku memang takde high confiden level tok jalan pandang org!!!!!but tu semua aku yg dulu..now..i will walk wit my head up!!!!!!!!!!go gurlz...

Aku akan try wat semua benda yg slame nih aku keep hold it back...mcm2! but now..its time for me to explore the new me..which maybe certain people will love n like it..or maybe ade yg tak suke..huh..do i care bout that?soo.

sooo...the journey of my new started from rite now....